What a lovely day…^_^

In The Name of Allah The Most Gracious The Most Merciful

 

Allah memegang nyawa (seseorang) pada saat kematiannya dan nyawa (seseorang) yang belum mati ketika dia tidur; maka Dia tahan nyawa (orang) yang telah Dia tetapkan kematiannya dan Dia lepaskan nyawa yang lain sampai waktu yang di tentukan. Sungguh, pada yang demikian itu terdapat tanda-tanda (kebesaran) Allah bagi kaum yang berpikir. (Surah Az-Zumar: 42)

Subhanallah. Alhamdulillah. Allahuakbar. Syukur pada Allah yang telah menghidupkan kita kembali selepas Dia mematikan kita ketika kita tidur. Orang-orang yang mati rohnya ditahan Allah sehingga tidak dapat kembali kepada tubuhnya; dan orang-orang yang tidak mati hanya tidur saja rohnya dilepaskan sehingga dapat kembali kepadanya lagi.

 

Kebelakangan ni tidur saya banyak terganggu. Banyak perkara yang merunsingkan hinggakan otak tak berhenti berfikir even badan dah terlalu penat. Semalam di takdirkan Allah saya demam. Alhamdulillah, disebabkan badan yang tak larat ni, saya dapat tidur dengan nyenyak. Bangun pagi ni rasa macam segar sangat. Since hari ni cuti, so ambik masa duduk kat balcony bilik saya menikmati pemandangan yang sungguh indah. Sebelum ni everytime bangun pagi perlu berkejar nak pergi kerja pulak.

Dari balkoni International House, Universiti Sains Malaysia. (7 Januari 2012, 7.08 pagi) – Kredit tu my sister

 

Sepanjang termenung kat balcony tu, banyak perkara yang bermain di fikiran. Runsing juga dengan keadaan proposal yang belum siap ni. I have to submit before 19 since after that I will be going back to my hometown. Really miss my big family especially my youngest sister. Rabbi Yassir wa la Tu’assir. And at the same time I’m thinking what is my plan for my future.

Today, I am a single person. One day, I will be a wife and a mother as well insyaallah. Am I able to manage myself to become a pious servant of Allah, a good daughter to my parent, a lovely wife to my husband, a responsible mother to my children, and not to forget as a daie as well. Am I able to be like my mother? Raising a 10 child and at the same time a career woman? I’m grateful to Allah to be born into this family even though during my childhood I’m facing a difficult time with my family since they are so strict with me plus I am the eldest sister so I need to be responsible for everything. But, now I realise, I may not be a person as who I am now if they just let me do whatever I want. Thanks Umi dan Abah. I love you both so much.

This is my parent.. I really adore them.

My youngest sister.So cute...

 

A success is not a destination but is a journey. Keep on driving ok. Huhu….Don’t give up. Don’t lose hope. (Actually I’m saying this to myself )

“A hero is an ordinary individual who finds the strength to persevere and endure in spite of overwhelming obstacles.”

 

With love,

NUR